She is setting next to me
her eyes keep searching
and although she seems to sit still
she keeps moving
in front of her : pizza
at first glance one slice is missing
behind the surface
I start puzzling the pieces on the plate together
nothing is missing
I hear me asking
‘Do you enjoy your dinner?’
She strangely looks at me
like an adulterer in flagranti
‘Yes sure. It was fantastic. Thanks.’
Yes sure. It was fantastic. Thanks.
The words control my mind, possess my thoughts
day and night
Every day the same procedure
little observer
and food starts whispering
SHE the only one listening to it
But
Everything alright
foreigners by daylight
as closest by night
like inseparable shadows
Time passed by
too quick to gain control over it
Did we lost time?
What do you think, soul mate?
Unable to answer the question
maybe…
such a cowardly word
I am regretting nothing
not one word, not one decision, not one move
But
will we ever make the last move?
Hopefully
otherwise there is something to regret in life
I am back again
every night
Thinking of nothing
Thinking of everything
While Waiting
Waiting for
No, craving for
actually for what am I waiting for?
For you?
The one without a face
The one with no eyes to look at
No voice to listen to
True
Ghosts always come around midnight
It is long after midnight - I keep waiting
A bird already welcomes the next day, expelling my silent ghost
You were there, right?
Witching hour might be over for today
Waiting is not

